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Name: Kelsey (aka Jaded Delirium) Sex: Female (I think) Age: 15 Birthdate: June 12th "at like 2 er somethin" Height: 5'6" Hair Color: Brown or either Very dark blond Eye Color: Blue-Grey-Green Favorite Clothing: Ralph Lauren Location: Canada, British Columbia Birthplace: Langford |
Wow, we've got a problem here... This is my page, yes, but I'm talking about another person. Do I dare? ;] Hell ya! So anyways. Who is this lovely.. well she turned 15, so I guess she's (an old sloppy saggy grilled cheese girl, j/k!) a young woman? And she is beautiful as all girls like to put it. For the guys, she's hot right? Go ahead, tell me otherwise :| So anyways enough bable and on to the story. I met her on mIRC one day, poped the question "How do I change my font colors?" And I have no clue what she replied, I think it was like "I dunno." Well one thing led to another, and I guess I probably asked her.. "So how's things with you? " and she probably replied within 10 min saying "Good, and you?" as I followed the pattern because I was busy as well or tired from being up at the time of night I was. Now because of all the drugs I've forgotten a some of the memories I wish I still had and some how she conned me into PHONING HER. Long distance :P Me in saskatoon while she's in victoria. As well as I had told myself I'd never Phone long distance again, I'd gotten a huge billed which I had just freshly paid off $1100 and though... That hurt. I phoned her, A girl that had a very soft voice, and who sounded ever-so-innocent, said: "Hello?" For some reason, she made me sad, right then and there.. I replied with a "Uhh... Hi?" She passed me onto another girl who was there.. Her name was Saira. We introduced ourselves.. Told eachother a little about ourselves, and as she'd say now: "It was grand." Her I was stuck on the phone, with some girl that was not the one I had been talking to, and I was interested in the girl who was quiet and lived at the house. I got to know her, Why I don't know, She let me, it's like she had never really cared enough to talk to a boy before, or Share her feelings to one. And why she decided me, I'll never know, or will I? I took advantage, I'd felt, so alone for so long, and now, I had this feeling in me like everything was alright. Even if it was just for the time we talked. Slowly and slowly we started talking more and more. Wanting to talk all the time. But she phone me because she had a long distance plan. "It was Grand" and with us getting closer and closer, there was a downside. It being that were addicted to each other. We'd go insane without each other. To this day, I talk to this sexy girl as much as I can, who is on my mind More than 27 hours a day for 7 days a week. She's saved me from doing so many dumb things, I can't thank her enough. As we discussed last night. It has gotten to become to closs of a relationship, or has it? When does it? I don't want it to ever stop, yet I feel she'd be better off knowing what she knows and not knowing me. How close is it? Do I have her life in my hands? Does she have mine? I have an answer to only one of those questions, and it isn't a good one. So now I ask, How does your life, come to depend on the projection of colors that are sustained behind a sheet of glass and within a Box of plastic. How does your life, come to depend on the listening of a collection of frequencies? You figure it out. She's Everything, and everything is her. If you touch or harm her, I'll kill you.
"Life is a waste of time. Time is a waste of life. So get wasted all the time and have the time of your life!!!" - Anonymous